Drunk Night

simple sip to start it off

not to deal with the pain or anything

just for fun

spinning everything is unclear and out of my head

i dont understand what he said what she said

a bad dream comes my reality

sick to my stomach and falling on the floor

hard to breath but i get back up for more

stumble over a chair

then get my feet back on the ground

thoughts mixing in with each other

the depression kicks in

start to do things that i gave up

just one cut

leads to another

and some more

crys and screams

i dont want to do this anymore

is help here because i want it

take this away

wait just one more sip

a sip of my escape

a drunk night

was just a dream