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Hi im    ,im confused about everything and everyone. I hate myself and dont know why,
people tell me they like my but i dont understand. I hate living and breathing all together
and i wish i was dead. "kill yourself" you might say, well i will dont worry i hope to do it
when i am 18. Its not because of the way i look, act feel or any sterotype you might want to
say. Its just me something is wrong with me.I have ALWAYS been this way, and you might say "no you cant" but yes i can and i was. I have no clue why i am writing this maybe just wanting to get it out from all thease years i dont know. Im unconfortable when people look at me cause i think there is something wrong. My thoughs everyday is "should i do it?" its scary and im scared of what i might do. Yet i do want to die, for relefe. Because we are all going to die so why cant i go now? why do i have to wait? I really dont know. Most of my reason for wanting to leave is not know im scared of the unknown. Please dont try and help, i dont need help i cant get help. I would really just like to go. When people hear things like this they say how sick that person was, yea they are sick and what to get away from it. Day after day asking when should i die. Not asking when am i ganna die. I have a good life not like anything to bad is going down, but that doesnt matter im just a depressed little girl who doesnt know how to deal with things. Insted of crying i hold it in and sometimes cut my akle because i think it wont make me weak. I dont know what ealse to say right now but all i know right now is 2years and 9months until im 18 any plans? i think i have some

"Every 18 minutes someone dies by suicide"
ok so i fixed it up left the note and put something in thats true well its all true but yea tell me what u think
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jordynrenee's avatar
this is reallly deep.

im really sorry that you feel this way. im not trying to butt into your life or anything or try to help cause you said you didn't need any. but i used to feel a lot like this, and i talked to one of my friends about it and it really helped me. i dont know. this life can be so stressful sometimes, its really hard to deal with certain things when there could be such an easy way out of it. one of the things that keep me going is hope, and faith. i hope if you haven't found anything to keep you going yet, you will soon. =]