Will I miss you

Will I miss you when your gone?
your harmful words you say is a joke
your attatude when I have done nothing wrong
your ability to forget my exsistance
your crule looks when HE did something wrong
your opion that made me try and die
you love and ONLY your love that can turn my heart so dark
so tell me
will I miss you when your gone?
Im sorry mom, but im counting down the days